– Youauthorus Update–
–Youtube–
– I never planned on things developing this way. I never planned on doing videos, music, 99% of the things that are done now the the way there have been done so far. Alot of the Youtube videos, the subject matter and topics I’ve never really cared for. However that doesn’t mean that I don’t intend to finish what I started. I do plan on eventually releasing alot of material from the vault.
Releasing and writing the work from alot of artist that I have had the pleasure to review. I haven’t expanded the Youtube channel due to lack of time. It wasn’t originally my responsibility as when I started with Michael it was something he was suppose to do with my help. So simple things like sharing videos and joining groups, this proved too difficult and stagnation hit from my original drives. I will be doing stuff still but its not a major intent or focus.
Alot of it will be more blog based to help Michael speed up his positive orientation which will allow me to do more work in the long run.
–Music–
That also is going on the back-burner, similar case to Youtube, that really was purely to help Michael in career and to stabilize as a person as well. I intend to do everything related to that but that is the furthest away for me to do at the moment.
–Writing–
My number one focus is writing stories. That is what I am focused on, I am trying to get back to doing that. Its taking sometime because there has been critically three years of focus on things not related to the core focus. I am correcting alot of that and I plan to have that starting to focus back on some level by the end of the month.
– Literature, poetry and animanga–
I plan to return to those secondly after stories. I like to focus on narratives and that is what I want to do. Alot of the older stuff will be finished and releases (subjects, articles etc) before I get to newer stuff.
–Personal health–
I am going to be releasing subjects and topics on my personhood, which should have the benefit of reducing alot of the dysfunction and massive negativity in the long run. I honestly don’t want to do this and drag my feet but its the only way Michael will correct his behavior at his optimal rate.
-I am working hard to return emotionally back to a place where I can write at the rates I use to. 30-50 pages a day was within my range and at times I could go to 80-100 pages. I honestly can’t do that when crippled with emotion and I am doing my best to end this unproductivity and dysfunction. So I will have to start putting out videos and writing articles about Michael and my feelings. I really don’t want to do that but I want to get back productive and I want alot of this delinquent to deviant behavior to stop.
– Thank you so much for your time, Pushing harder to make things better as soon as possible.
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